Making Changes...

[medusahealing]

I'm wondering how this is going to work.

Because I've done some of the things that I'm considering before, but I never really tied in the emotional aspect of what may have been going on in the background. Mainly because I didn't really consider or understand that it was part of the equation at that time.

But considering where I hold my weight, and where I have the problems within in my body, it's something that has to be taken into account.

It's winter in MN and I don't really do exercise outside of cleaning and dancing within my imagination. It's time of introspection. Not so much outside work.

But I also understand that movement has to happen.

Sometimes that movement is SEEN, and sometimes it's HIDDEN.

Going Out

[medusahealing]

I went out tonight.

I am not comfortable going out with mixed groups that I do and do not know. I know that I need to, but it's been so long since I've done this with comfort.

I found myself wanting to go out and buy a pack of Magic: The Gathering and play again. I'm not sure if that's a smart idea. I quit cold turkey, because I'm a sucker for good art.

But I'm glad I did. I had a really good time, and I need and would like to have more people in my friends group that are more tactile and huggers.