Going Out

I went out tonight.

I am not comfortable going out with mixed groups that I do and do not know. I know that I need to, but it's been so long since I've done this with comfort.

I found myself wanting to go out and buy a pack of Magic: The Gathering and play again. I'm not sure if that's a smart idea. I quit cold turkey, because I'm a sucker for good art.

But I'm glad I did. I had a really good time, and I need and would like to have more people in my friends group that are more tactile and huggers.

Making Changes...

I'm wondering how this is going to work.

Because I've done some of the things that I'm considering before, but I never really tied in the emotional aspect of what may have been going on in the background. Mainly because I didn't really consider or understand that it was part of the equation at that time.

But considering where I hold my weight, and where I have the problems within in my body, it's something that has to be taken into account.

It's winter in MN and I don't really do exercise outside of cleaning and dancing within my imagination. It's time of introspection. Not so much outside work.

But I also understand that movement has to happen.

Sometimes that movement is SEEN, and sometimes it's HIDDEN.